I kinda find the game a bit frustrating at times--the painstaking hours, the constant management of the clan, the ups and downs. come on, it's not all rosy.
I enjoy the game, or at least that's what I tell myself. I mean, why would I play if I didn't enjoy it, right? I mean, that's the unspoken logic, right--that we wouldn't be playing if we didn't enjoy it. I think the will to get ahead and push farther than most has sorta made enjoyment take a backseat. I just don't know if enjoyment is what keeps me coming back...it takes more hours than I wanna put in to keep the pace I keep. I think my leveling up and knowing that I continue to go farther than before and knowing that im making ground on those ahead continue to drive me more than the glimmer of enjoyment that sneaks in on occasion.
To start all over again...omg, not knowing the months it'll take to get there. Geez.
Edited to add: I just remembered that I enjoy having the resources I need when builders become available. That, I like, lol.



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